I'm gonna revise that current project of mine. Oh well, I dont think that the theme currently fits me now. But I'm trying to bring back to old me, and bring myself back to writing. I've been currently obsessed with Ragnarok Online, since I met good friends there, one of which I'd been encouraging to join dA. He doesn't think his works are worthy of appreciation, and he's quite insecure of himself. His name is Chuckie.

I'm not only revising my dA things, but also my real life.

I recently let go of another friend. Or a more appropriate term for him is a suitor or a stalker. I think the latter fits best. Let's simply call him RJ. He is much older than me, and he was a bit like more or less. They are around the same age. For the whole of June he and Chuckie kept me preoccupied, but I grew closer to Chuckie, because I sort of see my self in him. RJ became persuasive, very very persuasive. I'd rather not talk about what had happened in detail, but in short, I had severed all ties with him, online or not. But then, we only talk online, I would never know.

I've only seen them once. The internet connects all of us. I have no social life - and it's not healthy. I find it hard to blend in to the people here, and forcing myself to do so will result in a larger problem. Besides, I tend to hurt people without knowing it.

I look so pathetic. Anyway, I'll be back, be commenting once again, making deviations, and meeting new people...